✔ Memories of the post war chaos of Nagasaki
✔ Struggles of mothers
✔ Mother daughter relationship
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★★★★★ Ishiguro's stories always have some subtle sarcasm and slight malice of seemingly "normal" kind people. Here you get some madness. It's quiet but it squeezes out our bad intentions we'd like to hide.
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His debut novel. Actually they just released a Japanese film based on this book as I write this post.
As always his books are both so Japanese and so English at the same time and there is nobody else in the world who can write with this mixed sentiment.
His stories are always slightly twisted with a hint of evil of ordinary people.
Here there's a small madness of Sachiko and her daughter always hanging in the air, while everyone else is perfectly polite, but all slightly selfish. Brilliant, I mean that's how we all are, aren't we.
The struggle of loss and the post war, past and present. Women with regrets. Women trying to close their past, Etsuko trying to come to terms with her past.
True, like Etsuko the narrator says, memories are not reliable. Her memories are vague, for her sanity, to comfort herself. And what is wrong with that, she hurt herself enough, she struggled enough.
A book by Ishiguro, always a pleasure to read. They are quiet, but they squeeze out who we are deeply inside.
Nanisama
Ryo Asai, 2012
何様
朝井リョウ
Japan
Read in 2025 .03
Not available in English
✔ Japanese society for teens and 20 somethings
✔ Mass employment culture
✔ Akwardly funny
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★★★★☆ It's a collection of short stories of regular people in Japan, you know one or two of these people. So diligent, awkward and unintentionally funny. I should have read the previous book in the series though
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My first time reading Ryo Asai.
6 short stories, but who know there was a book before this in the series, called Nanimono.
Both titles meaning something along the line with "who do you think you are"
It's mainly about job hunting, and in Japan they still mass recruit college students in their last year, so that if they successfully graduate, they can work directly from April of the year (if you don't get expected grades, they can cancel their offer)
In winter, you see all the 21, 22 year olds going around Japanese cities in their "recruitment suits" with the same hairstyles, same bags, same nervous faces, memorising the perfect answers to what they know their recruiters will ask.
Anyway so the protagonists are at the verge of new challenges; just got recruited, new start at college, instructor of recruitment.
Their struggles are so normal, they are awkward, but aren't we all a bit awkward?
You want to do thing correctly but end up unintentionally funny, loveable ordinary people.
✔ Unusual friendship to save their kids
✔ Organised terrorist attacks using kids
✔ Thrilling and gripping
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★★★★☆ It demands you to keep reading. Kids "seeing wrong people" and become extremists. A Muslim dad whose life turned upside down but would still run, to save his daughter. Adrenaline full throttle. A page-turner.
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Action movie type of book.
Parents chasing after their each of their kids before police catch them as they're "misled" to join terrorist actions.
Police officer who is also a mother also joins the chase from her own perspective.
Probably the most interesting character is the father, Sajid.
A Muslim dad whose life turned upside down but keeps running for his daughter.
But I was right to pick this as a partner of the long flight. A page-turner.
✔ A satire and critique of media and publishing industry ✔ Asian American women ✔ Thrilling and grippin
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★★★★★ I knew it was super popular, and I agree, it's an absolute gem. Facts are not important here, just like over here in the society we live in. It's like I'm watching (peeking) something I shouldn't, and addictive, can't stop it.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 I knew it was very popular but I didn't know anything about the story, and it was not what I expected from the title (not that revealing except it's to do with Asian) and definitely better than what I expected. I thought it'd be more simple, more like a story from Athena's point of view, but no, it's June's story, how the white average girl envied the beautiful and talented Asian girl, and went too far and caused such a mess.
It's exciting, it's difficult to pigeon hole, and it's so now, so true and so entertaining. It's a story of a bunch of narcissists bitching about everyone else, the facts are no longer important but that's life and life moves on.
And I know Kuang's new book, Katabasis, is out, and I have to reduce my tsundoku (tbr) to at least 100 to get even more books... if I can resist.
🔽 log 🔽 No one is too small to make a difference Greta Thunberg, 2019 68 pages Read in 2024.1 check price on amazon.com
✔ A collection of her speeches ✔ Her words but different dynamics when written
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★★★★☆ When written it makes it even clearer that her claims are constant, simple and strong. She did make a difference, and we listen.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 A collection of her speeches. When written it makes it even clearer that her claims are constant, simple and strong. She did make a difference, more young people are conscious and they're aware they too have power to change, and also shown the world the power of people with Asperger Syndrome and Autism. It's also shown the world there are these people, of the olden times, who think it's ridiculous to listen to her, and these adults personally bully her, not her claims but her appearance etc - completely off the point. But her aim is crystal clear and she will continue to fight, whether the old men are scared of her or not.
Tea, the drink that changed the world
(Tea: A History of the Drink That Changed the World)
John Griffiths, 2007
373 pages
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✔ History and facts on on tea
✔ Written by a British politician a son of tea garden manager
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★★★★☆ A very thorough book, about tea and all about tea. Very British, it's just like how they know how to dissect wine, but tea is a lot closer to their hearts and pride.
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A very thorough book, about tea and all about tea.
As the author is a British politician as well as a son of a tea garden manager, it's detailed, and definitely well researched, it goes into a lot of politics and figures, rather than sensibilities of tea as a culture.
It talks about tea by topic per chapter, which somehow made it difficult to read for me but it's justifiable because it touches a lot of aspects.
Very British, it's just like how the British know how to dissect wine, but tea is a lot closer to their hearts and pride.
Gouman to Zenryou
(Arrogance and Virtue)
Mizuki Tsujimura, 2019
傲慢と善良
辻村深月
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✔ Japanese take on Pride and Prejudice
✔ Society's expectation on young people
✔ Marriage in Japan
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★★★★★ "Pride and Prejudice" in Japan, where the society has a very strict "standard". And you realise you also measure people with those yardsticks. The reality of everyone who has ever been told "you should be married by now"
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I had never read books by her, but glad I did.
Japan has a very strict "standard".
Be a good boy, a good girl, listen to your parents, don't like, don't stand out.
This is how you get educated since you are little - "when I was young this is how it was, so you should do the same"
It seems to be a modern love story, at least at the beginning, then his fiancée disappears completely.
Slowly we learn about her way of thinking and her past, and I'd dare say any Japanese young people "at the marriageable age" will understand both sides, that THIS is the reality they are forced to live in.
Until our parents' age, it was not unusual to have arranged marriage in Japan, but today they have to go on their "konkatsu" a marriage hunting (rather than a job hunting), using websites, seminars, or apps without help from family or community - what exactly are we looking for in someone you wish to marry?
It might be difficult for people who grew up in the West to completely understand, because they did not receive the similar education when they were 14, or 8 or 5 years old.
Or it might be difficult for people from other Asian countries where arranged marriage might be still normal, because you have a backup from both families.
In Japan, it doesn't belong to either. You cannot stand up for your opinions, or you cannot reply on the safety your family provides.
Konkatsu is a lonely battle.
I can't say much without revealing the plot, but just one thing, no you don't need to give up.
✔ 2 women in love and in crime ✔ Gripping suspense ✔ Life in London after the war
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★★★★★ As expected, it's gripping, exciting, and a great storytelling. A woman lives quietly with her mother falls in love with a beautiful young wife of the tenant, they're in love in crime, all in secret.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 As expected, it's gripping, exciting, and a great storytelling. The story is more straightforward than Fingersmith, but definitely not less curious. It has all the good female characters.
After the war a woman now lives modestly with her mother, they decide to rent out a room but she falls for the young beautiful wife. And yes we'll have a crime scene and it all goes wrong. They're in love but who manipulates who? But is it manipulation or true love? They find a tiny corner in the hostile society where they love blindly.
Rethinking Japanese History Yoshihiko Amino 日本の歴史をよみなおす(全) 網野善彦 2005 (1991-) Read in 2024.3 check price on amazon.com
✔ Japanese history ✔ What they don't teach you at school ✔ Unknown diverse society
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★★★★★ Also in Japan, they teach you that "Japan was always isolated and agriculture was the main industry". This book teaches you instead that how that "common sense" is wrong.
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I started reading this thinking it's just another history book. How wrong I was. This book is actually about how you should forget what they taught you as "common sense"
We have always been taught in Japan that it's made up of islands, thus isolated, and we only focused on agriculture. But when you stop and think about it, how is it possible that Japan was surrounded by the sea but we only ever made rice and vegetables? And of course, Japan had culture and technology to go beyond the sea to have trades. Japanese culture (or cultures, anyway it was only recently united) was complicated, very liberal with sophisticated technologies and commercial power. Oh yeah.
Zen and Japanese culture Daisetsu Suzuki, 1940 Daisetz T. Suzuki 禅と日本文化 鈴木大拙 Read in 2024.4 check price on amazon.com
✔ Classic book introducing Zen to the US and the West ✔ Academic and religious take on Zen for non-Japanese ✔ A starting point for those serious about learning Japanese culture
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★★★★★ A classic book on Japan and Zen. Zen is so ubiquitous in Japan that being Japanese means Zen. It was written for the Western audience so it's explained logically. A real starting point to study Japanese culture.
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It was a collection of lectures on zen by Daisetsu Suzuki in 1938, first published in English and in 1940 it was translated to Japanese. This book remains as a very important source for anyone who's interested in Japan and zen - in a serious way. Today, "I love Japan" is something I hear so much that it basically has no meaning - unless they can name a few real Japanese things.
Anyway, it might be difficult to read in a sense that it's old, but because it was for the Western audience explanations are logical so in that sense it's easier to understand, even for Japanese today.
It's not an introduction to zen as such, but if you are truly interested in zen and Google search won't help you much, then this is the book to turn to. When a book on zen is for Japanese audience (and if it's translated to other languages) it tries to make you "read the room" to grasp the idea of zen. On a separate note. Interestingly, there's an argument (elsewhere, not this book) that because in Japan, zen or Buddhism is indeed "in the air", you cannot shut it off so that is why Japanese people don't need to feel strongly about being Buddhist or religious or spiritual it's part of their lives anyway, many Japanese will declare that they are not religious. However, in places like US, Christianity is not "in the air", you must go to the church to feel it, so they feel strongly about being Christian or religious, or not.
Zen is intuitive, it is not something you explain through theories, but with ink painting or haiku, even tea ceremony or garden. Minimalism and the love of the nature, that spirit is naturally in Japanese arts and lifestyles, therefore being Japanese is being zen.
It's true, I do feel that it's true, I want to it to be forever true, but, I am not sure if it continues to be true.
It is the Japan that hundreds of thousands of foreign tourists fantasise, but isn't it the Japan that only exists in our naïve imaginations? The rapid economical growth of the 90s is in the past, and the people of that generation worked hard to aim for better lives, more luxury, better education for their kids - admittingly something that is far from zen. Today, young people in Japan do not believe that their lives would get better when they grow up. Frankly they are not interested. They don't want more stuff, and they don't need more. So, are we going back to zen? Does that mean, after all, we come back to the statement that, yes, being Japanese means being zen?
🔽 log 🔽 Beauty is a wound Cantik Itu Luka Eka Kurniawan, 2002 480 pages Read in 2024.4 check price on amazon.com
✔ Violent history and society in Indonesia ✔ Mother and daughters strong female ✔ Spirits, ghost and customs
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★★★★★ The mixture of history and race, religions and politics and power, and living among men abusing all above. Mother's only hope is the ugly, blessed daughter. An epic drama of strong beautiful women.
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It IS a book full of violence, love and curse of the beauty. A great storytelling, of drama, an epic, of strong beautiful women who are, as it always happens, cursed by their men.
One day the town's dead prostitute comes back to life see her daughters. She cannot leave this life until she sees them, especially the ugly one, who is leading a happy life, because the outer beauty is nothing but a wound, wound that cannot be healed.
Survived the colonial past and the invasions, their story and history are so unique that this book could have only emerged from Indonesia. The mixture of history and race, religions and politics and power, and abuse of all above. Full of stories, my first Indonesian novel, and an epic.
Power Systems
Conversations with David Barsamian on Global Democratic Uprisings and the New Challenges to U.S. Empire Empire.
Noam Chomsky, 2013
178 pages
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✔ Collection of conversation, interviews
✔ American politics
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★★★★★ Power is systematic. We live in a society that's governed by selfish people. But, we have democracy, it's a system that's made by us, for us and we can and should use it effectively.
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A collection of conversations from 2010 to 2012.
So some things are old, like the use of the Internet has changed completely, the US president has changed twice since, but fundamentally not much changed, we're stil living in the same era.
It's a lot about American politics that I wouldn't pretend to understand but his position is constant.
He is empathetic to the others. He is very much against anything and anyone selfish, and the fact is we are ruled by these selfish groups of people.
He still spoke of hope, that a government is owned by the people and we should recognise it and use it.
But 10 years on, did things get better? No.
What we can do, or what we can hope for, is even more limited.
✔ Modern classic psychological thriller
✔ Tension between 2 men and a girlfriend
✔ Gripping series
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★★★★★ We've all watched or heard of the movie. I watched it, but it still got me. He's cold and nervous, and on the contrary the Italian sky is so blue and open.
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The famous Mr. Ripley.
As expected it's a great story, which of course I already knew, but I didn't know it was written by a woman, the same writer as Carol, and it was a series.
It focuses a lot on what's on his mind, how he's cold and nervous, contrary to the blue sky of Italy.
Japanese title is "Full of the sun", this alone doesn't make sense, but you get the idea behind it once you finish reading the book.
The sun was so bright, too bright.
There is a remake on Netflix (yet again!) that I should watch too, it's a story that can be told again and again.
✔ Boyhood and friendship
✔ Bildungsroman
✔ Duality of good and evil, Spirituality and Self
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★★★★★ Boyhood and growing up, away from the safety of parents' arms and the light, and eventually he becomes a man. It's short but goes deep into the self awareness of the boy, so it's universal, that should be read especially by young people.
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It's a story about boyhood and growing up, away from the safety of parents' arms and the light, and through discovering evil - and eventually he becomes a man.
It starts with realistic touch and ends with the ultimate reality, the war, but by then Sinclair has discovered himself through friendship with Demian, his influences and departing from these influences, and a bit of magical experiences.
The world was clear for him, like it was clear for all of us when we were small, divided into good and evil.
But he discovers that the world is both, and there's a meaning for you to be there...
It's short but goes deep into the self awareness of the boy, it's been over 100 years since it's published but still loved, so it's universal.
✔ Biography of TV personality and comedian
✔ Part travel journals
✔ LGBTQ community
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★★★★☆ My favourite TV person in UK, definitely the best in BBC. The book is full of love that she is full of love, though she would not say it.
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I even went to an event about this book at South Bank and queued to get it signed, and only reading it now.
Maybe one of the few of my favourite people on British TV, one of the few gems of BBC. She's funny, clever but silly, honest, uncomfortable, a bit reckless but mostly humane. A lovely human being.
Who didn't love her on GBBO, the Bake off?
And you get all that in the book, it's full of love that she is full of love, though she would not say it.
And what surprised me is she's older than I thought, but was still doing all that crazy stuff.
Sushi & Beyond: What the Japanese Know About Cooking Michael Booth, 2009 307 pages Read in 2024.4 check price on amazon.com
✔ English journalist tavels to Japan with family ✔ His discovery of Japanese food, often unusual ✔ Insightful, travelling before the current Japan boom
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★★★★☆ A great and fun book. It's also nice that although very obviously he fell in love with the food, he's not religiously admiring everything. He's British, he's composed.
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A great and fun book for foodies who are into Japanese food.
Of course as a Japanese, it's not like I didn't know these things but I didn't know them that deeply with all the facts, because, an average Japanese cannot have access to many things.
He travels around Japan with his wife and 2 small boys, though he'd spend a lot of time working, it is true that kids are passports to kindness from locals. So it's both travel journal and food journal.
It's also nice that although very obviously he fell in love with the food, he's not religiously admiring everything. Or too geeky or too disgusted. He knows he had access to special places and with privileges but he's curious to know, see eat everything, what can he do? He went for it and sharing the story here.
🔽 log 🔽 Carol Patricia Highsmith, 1952 The Price of Salt 307 pages Read in 2024.4 check price on amazon.com
✔ Written originally under pseudonym ✔ Lesbian love story and coming of age ✔ Bittersweet
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★★★★☆ An unusual love story; a girl and a woman fall in love, they run away, but there's the tension you wouldn't expect from people in love. And it's bittersweet, as ever.
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The movie was with Cate Blanchette, I haven't watched it yet so didn't know the story much but i can see it's a perfect casting.
It must have been a shock when it came out but not as much as it would have been if people knew it was written by her and not was pseudonymous.
I only recently read The Paying Guest by Sarah Waters so I cannot help myself comparing them but it's not so obviously a suspense or mystery. An unusual love story; they fall in love, they run away, but there's the tension you wouldn't expect from people in love. Is it a dare? Is it more about a girl growing up to become a woman. Like there are many stories for boy becoming a man, this is one of those. And it's bittersweet, as ever.
✔ Classic on Japanese folklores
✔ Recognisable monsters and yokai
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★★★★☆ Tono, a small area in Tohoku, is well known by Japanese for their memorable legends, thanks to this book. If you are interested in local or Japanese ghost and yokai stories, this is where you should begin your quest.
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The original version by Kunio Yanagita was written in 1910, this version I read was "remixed" in 2013 by a mystery writer Natsuhiko Kyogoku.
Tono is in Tohoku region in the north of Japan, not far from the area destroyed by tsunami.
It's not a vast area geographically, but incredibly rich in folklores and probably the only village associated so strongly with their local legends, because of this book.
In other words, we must consider ourselves lucky that Tono's legends are preserved by the folklorist Yanagita, and can't help but wonder how many hundreds of thousands of local stories and legends have been wiped out in history, disappeared like they had never existed.
Even kids outside of Japan know words like "yokai" thanks to a popular anime, and if you are familiar, you recognise many "characters" or concepts in this book.
Monsters or ghost in the mountains, or by the river - you find similar themes in stories of the brothers Grimm, because it is universal.
Anything outside of your village is dangerous, so is any wider knowledge than what they give you.
It's not written to scare you, it's just a collection of the legends... but I admit it's pretty scary. It doesn't help the fact that I live in a countryside.
The original book was written in 1910, since then there have been many versions, including a manga by Shigeru Mizuki but this version I read was "remixed" by Kyogoku, using more modern Japanese language for today's readers.
When you think about it, Yanagita also collected folklores that were already pretty old then, so it's not unusual that it gets modernised or re-translated time to time, especially if what you are interested in is the actual stories from centuries ago and not the language of 100 years ago.
"Representative men of Japan" from Japan and the Japanese Kanzo Uchimura, 1894 and 1908 代表的日本人 内村鑑三 Read in 2024.4 check price on amazon.com
✔ History and biography of Japanese individuals ✔ Nationalism at the turn of the century ✔ Christian Japanese author
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★★★★☆ At the turn of the century the wave of Westernisation was unstoppable. This book was a resistance from this Christian Japanese author, to claim that Japan was also great. A bit too subjective but the real value of this book is the intention of the author.
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It was originally written under the title of "Japan and the Japanese" in 1894, then released again as "Representative Men of Japan in 1908. You get the idea how nationalistic the intention was.
Important fact is that he was a Christian evangelist, who founded Non-church Movement, seeking to reconcile Japan and Christianity.
At the turn of the century, the West has ruined Asia and the wave of Westernisation was unstoppable. This book was a resistance from this Christian Japanese author, to claim that Japan was also great.
As it turns out, a lot in this book is subjective. Each chapter starts off by introducing how Japan is doing in the particular field, and goes on to say how each man is great and Japanese are wonderful. The first man in the book is Takamori Saigo, and the book goes a bit extreme to praise his idea that Japan should conquer Korea, Seikanron, which I felt uncomfortable, but then I read in the afterword that Uchimura soon later became anti-war so those comments were just left over from his older belief. Today he is remembered as a pacifist (so it feels weird he had agreed on seikanron, but there you go people can change)
So, it is a bit too subjective and very specific to this particular period of time in Japan to actually learn any history of Japan or these Japanese men. However what's more important and interesting, indeed the value of this book, is the intention of the author, why he wrote it in this way, how he wished Japan to be equal to European powers and how that was the aim of many intellectuals from this period.
✔ Classic fable on politics
✔ Every time you read you learn something new
✔ Russian revolution and totalitarianism
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★★★★☆ Classic of the classics. I knew more or less the content but was surprised how short it was. It's short, with clear messages, but have we learned? No.
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The classic.
It's more or less as I expected but much shorter.
With a very clear and obvious message, it would be easy for even younger readers to understand.
This edition had a lot of explanations like a textbook, which compares the characters with the historical figures.
Do we learn? No, we don't, we keep making the same mistakes.
Gramsci's Political Thoughts
Carlos Nelson Coutinho, 2012
198 pages
Read in 2024.04
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✔ Biography of Gramsci ✔ How he cultivated his political philosophy ✔ From his humble birth to cruel death
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★★★★☆ "We must prevent this brain from working for twenty years" but even after arrested by Fascist government, he didn't stop writing. A book about his life, from poverty in Sardinia, student life in Turin, exile in Russia, prison and death.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 It follows his life from when he was a child, lost father early, poor, physical disability, scholarship to Turin, involvement in politics, forms Communist party, arrest, life in prison, non stop writing even in the prison, even with malnutrition and torture. His insistence on the power of workers.
Difficult read as I had little background to Gramsci, and naturally, it keeps referring to his Prison Notebooks, and of course no true knowledge in Marxism. He’s a back-to-basic Marxist.
“We must prevent this brain from working for twenty years” “Domination without leadership. Dictatorship without hegemony”
Aphorisms of love and hate
(Extract from "Human, All Too Human")
By Frederick Nietzsche, 1878
55 pages
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✔ Extract from "Human, All Too Human"
✔ Selection of aphorisms on human relationship
✔ Strangely entertaining and uplifting
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★★★★★ A very short book from Penguin (extract from Human, All Too Human) Everything here is something we'd all recognise but maybe not able to put into words. e.g. "Love must be learned, so must be hatred"
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A very short book from Penguin (extract from Human, All Too Human)
It contains short phrases, sometimes just a line, on a lot of points about human relations.
From revenge, pity, marriage, love to hatred, and to my big surprise it has a lot of humour.
Everything here is something we'd all recognise but maybe not able to put into words.
"Love must be learned, so must be hatred" or "marriage will work if they don't live together" "Shared joy makes a friend" - if I were to underline all the interesting points, the whole book will be underlined. Now I want to read the actual book, one day soon.
✔ Dystopia, life with an AI friend
✔ Challenges concepts of family and friendship
✔ Sad, heart breaking
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★★★★★ As always his stories are sad. Not too dramatic but subtly and surely sad. Artificial Friends; are they friends, or pets or toys? Surely not just things?
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As always his stories are sad. Not too dramatic but a bit sad.
Artificial Friends are there, maybe a bit like pets, puppies, except they are things, regardless of their intelligence.
A lot happens around her but we only see it from her point of view.
So we're not able to see the intention behind the actions from human.
Are they selfish?
Maybe not so much, it's just how things are, and for us how things will be soon.
She has her mission and asks the Sun for guidance and eventually in order to pursue she is willing to be violent simply because that is her mission.
So is she a threat? But really, it seems like she's the only one to remain innocent, or "human"
🔽 log 🔽 The Other Middle Passage: Journal of a Voyage From Calcutta to Trinidad 1858 Ron Ramdin, 1994 62 pages Read in 2020.06 check price on amazon.com
✔ History of "coolie" trades ✔ Diary of the wife of caption onboard ✔ Devastating facts and numbers
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★★★★★ Though the slavery from Africa was by then banned the labour was much needed in the Caribbean. Written by a friend who is a descendent. Slave trade has only changes the name.
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Written by a friend, who himself is a descendent of the emigrant of Coolie Trade, the system established by Europe after abolishing the Slave Trade, though they are very similar.
The first part is written by Ron to introduce the background and go through the conditions of these journeys that the Indian emigrants had to make were. He focuses on this particular ship that lost 124 lives out of 324 during the 108 day journey in 1858.
Though the slavery from Africa was by then banned the labour was much needed in the Caribbean, so it continue to be a very important "trade", to eradicate the freedom from fellow human beings and the Europe solely focused on the profit.
And the second part is the actual journal and writing from his wife. Every day somebody died. Not a surprise for anyone, as the physical conditions and the distress made them prone to be sick and eventually die.
If you are interested in getting a copy, I might be able to help as they are not easily available.
✔ A "remake" of Mrs. Dalloway
✔ Unchanging female struggles
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★★★★☆ It's about 3 women, who want something else than what they have. Don't we all. I really should have read Mrs. Dalloway first.
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I knew I had to read "Mrs. Dalloway" by Virginia Woolf first, but went ahead, which is my fault, I'm sure it'd have been much better if I knew the story first.
It's about 3 women, who want something else than what they have.
It is normal to be not normal, to want to run away, turn away.
But as it shows in the case of Mrs Brown, it affects others, and the stories get tangled up.
Some hours are so significant in life. Small actions made in these hours will haunt you.
★★★★☆ Small book of 2 short stories. 2 very different stories but I liked the second one with the mum. My first Nick Hornby.
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2 short stories.
I think it's the first Nick Hornby book.
It's entertaining, the first one is a bit of Sci-fi but I preferred the second one, "Not a star" where a mum finds out her son's secret but the family is eventually alright and she actually appreciates the effects it brought.
Nice little stories.
✔ Historical fiction based on the real unsolved case ✔ Post war Japan between domestic and US politics ✔ Mystery from a point of view of an American occupier Japan
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★★★★☆ A fiction based on postwar Japan's most mysterious unsolved case from 1949. Nostalgic and mysterious like Japan and hardboiled-cool like America. You too will catch "Shimoyama disease".
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 What is “Shimoyama case”? It’s a fiction based on Japan’s most mysterious unresolved case from 1949.
It’s full of masculine romanticism, throughout Japan’s Showa era, basen in Tokyo that everyone fantacises.
Nostalgic and mysterious like Japan and hardboiled-cool like America.
As they say, you catch “Shimoyama disease”. The writer is not Japanese, but precisely because of that it is good and is such a page turner, I now need to find the other 2 of the trilogy.
Think Like an Anthropologist Matthew Engelke 2017 368 pages Read in 2024.5 check price on amazon.com
✔ Different approaches to anthropology ✔ Different point of view on the world, as-is ✔ Insightful and important
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★★★★★ I've always been interested in Anthropology and this is why. We are all different, but not because of biological difference or difference in capabilities. So we're not that different.
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I've always been interested in Anthropology and this is why. It is a study to look at the world from the native's (or local's) point of view or points of view. We are all different, people in European city and in a small island in the Polynesia are different but not because of biological difference or difference in capabilities. They're certainly not "backwards" or "barbarian". If anything, I'd say colonialists were barbarian and backwards.
Starting with curiosity, move on to going there (most of the time) and live with the natives, think like them and rationalise like them, but always with critical eyes.
It's different from psychology because it focuses more on the communal value and those thoughts might sound traditional, but we do not live without them. We're not that modern.
Storm in a Tea Cup
The physics of everyday life
Helen Czerski 2016
282 pages
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✔ How physics can be seen in a mundane actions
✔ Book for anyone interested in science
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★★★★☆ It really makes you feel small in this place full of orderly wonder. A book by a physicist, she shows you how you can apply physics in everyday life. Nothing is by chance.
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A book by a physicist, she shows you how you can apply physics in everyday life.
It really makes you feel small in this place full of orderly wonder.
As you stir a spoon in your tea, the liquid moves according to the law of physics, and nothing is by chance.
Though it is interesting to read, not that I understood all, and will ever be curious enough to try to understand more..
Happy to live in ignorance that I'm just a small creature in this vast wonderful world.
Lavish are the Dead, Prize Stock and other stories Shisha no ogori, Shiiku Kenzaburo Oe, 1958 死者の奢り 飼育 大江健三郎 Japan Read in 2024.05 check price on amazon.com
✔ Short stories about war and corpses ✔ Relationship between a captured solder and the village people ✔ "Conversation" with corpses kept for medical purposes
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★★★★★ The feeling of confinement, hopelessness, and the raw human connection that exists there. If you remove everything other than what you'd need to live today and maybe tomorrow, what kind of humanity are we left with? A strong message of anti-war and hatred towards hypocrites.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 I kind of avoided reading it because I knew it'd affect me strongly especially if I was unwell. And it did.
Tragedies of a war obviously mean the death and physical injuries or destruction but it takes away people's spirits, scrape off anything that define us as human.
Lavish are the Dead is a story of a student who does a day job cleaning corpses at university, and how he connects with the bodies floating in a pool for preservation. Stock Prize, which is probably more well known, tells a wartime story of a village and their "catch", a black American airman whom they found and kept. Fed like an animal by locals and their kids, he is kept in the village (Shiiku means "breeding") It's a short story full of racism, xenophobe, cruel innocence of kids, violence, and it makes you sick reading it, but, what's more disturbing is that, right or wrong, you as a reader do understand their point, too.
Reading these stories, it feels like your world is becoming so small that it almost chokes you. Remove all the wonderful things about being human, like humanity, social interaction, fraternity or benevolence, and you face another human with the raw cold iron feeling - you're barely a human at this point. Oe's message is clear, anti-war and anti-hypocrites, but he exposes our own hypocrisy while sending out that message.
If you are not well mentally or physically, it's a book to avoid.
The First Man
Albert Camus 1994 (1960)
Le Premier homme
282 pages
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✔ Last but incomplete work from Camus ✔ Strong relationship with female family members and teacher ✔ Based on his own life
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★★★★★ Incomplete work published decades after his death in 1960. It's half his biography half a novel and is fully touching.
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Incomplete work published decades after it was found at his death in 1960. It's half his biography half a novel and is truly touching.
It talks about the life in poverty in Algiers but it's full of love for those he was close, his mother, grandmother, uncle, friend and teacher. Without father and without tradition, split between France and Algeria, living in the poverty, there was nobody to rely on, nobody to teach him about life, other than how to survive in the poverty, until, he met his teacher at the elementary school.
How sometimes in life, people connected not by blood but pure love can raise you. This section of the teacher is the most moving. Then as he grows older, it abruptly ends where he is in love. True, this could have been a masterpiece.
✔ Modern classic about happiness ✔ Environment and sentiments around mental handicap ✔ Heart breaking
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★★★★★ What is happiness? I am certain he was happy when surrounded by all the wonders of the world and knowledge, but if life is a cycle, nothing is permanent. Forgiveness and salvations.
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This book is too personal and can't help to think in my surrounding situation, but let's try not to be objective.
This book asks the big question, what is happiness? As Charlie gets smarter, a girl at the bakery mentions the garden of Eden, that God doesn't want us to go beyond what's given to us, quite frankly, she's saying it's wrong to be smart.
Was he happy that he got a lot smarter than everyone around him, was it a good thing? I think he was happy, to be surrounded by the wonders of the world, he absorbed all the knowledge that almost all of us cannot reach. Then he struggles as he lose the super power, but like any of us who get old and old enough to go sinile, I don't think it's a bad thing to return to our simple selves, it's a cycle. You gain something, you also eventually lose that something.
Knowledge is power, sometime too powerful and harmful if we only focus on the power, but like the cycle of life, knowledge in a person is temporary, and he understood it, he decided to live every stage fully.
It also made me thing of one's role in a community, and coming from the US where they focus on the individualism, it's even more interesting that he finds peach in the given role.
Then, at the end, was the mother a bad person? Was she bad to wish he was "normal"? It's easy to say she was evil if you have been taught correctly at school, but if you have never experienced the desperation to realise that your child would never have "normal" conversations and "normal" work like other kids, you cannot dismiss her as bad. She forgot to love her son, she was too focused on her unhappy self, the despair made her blind.
In the end, we are all selfish, but this book is a reminder that we always mean well and we don't want to hurt people around us, it's just it's difficult to juggle it all. Glad that this book is full of salvations and forgiveness.
The Sorrows of Young Werther Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, 1774 Die Leiden des jungen Werthers Germany 144 pages Read in 2024.5 check price on amazon.com
✔ Classic of German literature ✔ Broken heart and friendship ✔ Sorrowful, self destructive
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★★★★☆ A classic that everyone has heard of, and it is more than I had imagined, full of sorrows yes but the self pity is full on. A universal feeling of despair we all feel at some point in life.
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A classic that everyone has heard of, and it is more than I had imagined, full of sorrows yes but the self pity is full on. Maybe it feels different if you read it when you're young, or definitely if you read it in the 18th century.
This is the original version of all the sad love stories that came about since. You're in love, you misunderstand the affection, you suffer, you're in love with your suffering and it is far stronger than yourself and you can't take it any more. A universal feeling of despair we all feel at some point in life.
Chasing a blazing fire in the Himalayas
A brief sketch of the (un)noticed Kalimpong Pentecostal revival
Anmol Mukhia, 2020
146 pages
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✔ History of Kalimpong, West Bengal, India
✔ History of Pentecostal Christianity in the region
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★★☆☆☆ It was interesting for the first half, exactly what I hoped, about Kalimpong and its history. Then, it gradually changes the tone and he starts to preach.
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It was interesting for the first half, exactly what I hoped. (Though I didn't really know when I bought it)
It actually talks about the history and the background of the Christianity in Kalimpong and the area.
Then, it gradually changes the tone and he starts to preach.
The conclusion chapter has nothing to do with Kalimpong but just how to be a good Christian.
Not what it says on the tin, I skipped through towards the end.
🔽 log 🔽 The French art of tea Mariage Frères, 2006 L’Art Français du Thé 104 pages Read in 2024.6 check price on amazon.com
✔ History and facts of tea and product catalogue ✔ Historical tea house in France ✔ French point of view on the value of tea
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★★★☆☆ A bit of history, tradition and geography of tea. Interesting aspect from French to see what they value in tea. Then the rest is their catalogue with brief explanations. Full on Orientalism.
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Just a bit of history, tradition and geography of tea, which sometimes is incorrect (like, we use chunky steel pot for tea) but interesting aspect from French to see what they value in tea, that is, its colonial history and its fanciness. (Box of tea can be carried by native youths because the road is narrow and steep, etc.) Full on Orientalism. I do buy the tea but their selling point is the fanciness and Orientalism so maybe that's just how it is.
Then the rest is their catalogue with brief explanations.
The Silk Roads: A New History of the World
Peter Frankopan, 2015
657 pages
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✔ One of the best world history books
✔ Interesting and detailed history that reads like a great novel
✔ Rejects to be eurocentric
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★★★★★+♥️ This got me interested in history. How the Middle East had a wonderful history and traditions, and how Europe has always been greedy. Frankopan is so serious that it's funny.
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An epic.
This got me interested in history, a lot more than before, it has that charm, it doesn't just give you knowledge, it is entertaining.
It is a book about the whole history of the silk roads (plural, because it's not just one road) but surprisingly it's not boring, it is very entertaining and exciting as a book, like a big intertwined story.
It illustrates the magnificent and rich history of the Middle East, and how greedy Europe has been using the religion as an excuse, and how Europe faded and in came the US, the new Empire, with its selfish democracy as their weapon.
And after reading this, you know why the Middle East being rich is not a new thing, it's not merely the quick money as the West wants to portrait it.
They have a looong history, long and rich.
Maybe it's just the end of the European and American empires, and could be just the return of the Silk Roads.
✔ Poetic writing
✔ Novel about friendship and family complexity
✔ Cult worship
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★★★☆☆ He follows the mysterious beautiful Korean girl. The dark and raw story about youth and there's a bit of punk a bit of cult. The writing style is refreshing.
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The dark and raw story about youth and there's a bit of punk that leads to cult and terrorism, but everything seems to light and superficial, thus, contemporary.
It's new in style, a bit like reading a poem and it's refreshing.
But it lacked depth, you can't go deep into the characters, neither the girl or the boy, so it doesn't make you feel lost in the story.
But maybe that's the point, and I didn't get it.
✔ Classic love story that's constantly referenced ✔ Jane Austen's masterpiece on womanhood ✔ Love story and class struggles
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★★★★★ How to humiliate a rich guy and to marry him in the end. What a girl. It's such a classic that it's difficult to find a love story that's not influenced by this.
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The classic of the classics. The story is well known, but it is true the humour in the dialogues makes this the "best loved book" So very English, both in the lifestyle and humour. The characters are lively, the story simple but curious and anyone can easily engage with it. It's so iconic that it's now difficult to find any love story that has no reference to this book. I should also watch the movies properly one day.
Robinson Crusoe
The Life and Strange Surprising Adventures of Robinson Crusoe
Daniel Defoe, 1719
384 pages
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✔ Classic story for children and grownups
✔ Victorian Englishman's sentiments
✔ Adventures on a remote island
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★★★★☆ Classic of classics. Mr. Crusoe is so English. He's tidy, proud and concerned, and determined to make this barbarian land his home (English style home, of course)
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This was a period I was reading as many "classics" as possible, and here it is.
It's amazing how English the protagonist is.
He's so well organised and no compromise to make the island his (English style) home, and he doesn't hide to show how proud he is.
This is supposed to be one of the first story written as if it was a biography in spoken English, and indeed many thought it was a biography, a diary.
Because of the historical background you cannot get away from the discriminations but within the boundary he made a sincere friend of Friday.
Today's reader would be uncomfortable, and when recommended to kids I hope there's a note mentioning it.
Whether you like it or not, you'd have to conclude that it is a great story, written 300 years ago, and still read today.
Midlife crisis
A philosophical guide
Kieran Setiya, 2017
186 pages
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✔ Self help, midlife crisis
✔ Philosophical and practical advices
✔ Uplifting and perfect gift
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★★★★☆ It's not a usual self help book, it's not easy to read, a quite demanding guide which forces its readers to familiarise with the philosophical thinking. Overall, enjoy life, guys.
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It's not a usual self help book, it's not easy to read, a quite demanding guide which forces its readers to familiarise with the philosophical thinking.
So the midlife crisis is real, and inevitable, but you can live with it by changing HOW you think about your life. "What I could have had" is usually not better than what you've got.
But it does give practical guide, like how diverting your focus away from results and goals, from actions that have ending, but turn to actions for actions' sake and enjoy them.
And of course what is self help without Buddhism and meditation.
Ten Italian Folktales
Italo Calvino, 1956
Fiabe italiane
96 pages
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✔ Extract from a bigger collection ✔ Some are cruel and violent folktales
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★★★☆☆ Extracts of a bigger collection of the folktales, "Fiabe italiane" written originally in 1956. A lot of misfortunes and a fair amount of cruelties, just like any folktales. Need to read the main book one day.
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Extracts of a bigger collection of the folktales, “Fiabe italiane” written originally in 1956.
They are short and some have moral teaching, like the last one Jump into my sack. But the rest are tales and some just justify rapes, like sleeping with an unconscious queen and he becomes a king…
A lot of misfortunes and a fair amount of cruelty, just like any folktales.
The Prince
Niccolò Machiavelli, 1532
Il principe
128 pages
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✔ Guidebook to be a ruler in 1500s Europe ✔ Machiavelli, Renaissance man ✔ Still read by many leaders today
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★★★☆☆ A "quintessentially Renaissance man". This is a guidebook on how to be a good ruler in 1500s Italy. Focus, be cruel, rule. Scary this is still loved by many.
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Alma classics, a version that was translated and published in 2009
So this is a guidebook on how to be a good ruler in 1500s Italy. It has many connotations but clearly it is wrong to try to apply this to all leaders or all societies.
It does recommend to focus on the ruling and go cruel, but it was probably what was needed back then. And the words are straightforward, and references a lot to the history especially the Roman empire. And gives practical advices on how to behave. As they say, a quintessentially Renaissance man.
★★★☆☆ Two middle aged men who had loved a same woman, and their friendship, if you can call them "friends". So dark so English.
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I think I got it from someone, that's why I had it in Japanese.
Not a long story, of 2 middle aged men who had loved a same woman, and their friendship, if you can call them "friends".
So dark and so English.
It'd have been different if I read it in English, so it's my fault I put less stars.
A season in hell
Arthur Rimbaud, 1873
Une saison en enfer
96 pages
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✔ Collection of poem
✔ Masterpiece from the great French poet
✔ LGBTQ, heart broken
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★★★★☆ He wrote it after the hellish travel with his lover, a self destructive man, a full of self pity and frustrations. True you should read this while drunk and preferably in the night.
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A poem of youth in pain. It's true you should read this while drunk and preferably in the night.
Not in the Mediterranean summer daytime.
He wrote it after the hellish travel with his lover, a self destructive man, and this is as the title suggests, a full of self pity and frustrations.
Would have felt differently if read in different occasions for sure.
Penguin classic 60, this version translated in 1962.
✔ Last novel by Umberto Eco ✔ Legacy of Mussolini in Italy ✔ Media and fake news
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★★★★☆ Eco’s 7th and last novel. Book about the journalism of our time – conspiracy theories and fake news. A warning to the Italian society today.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 Book about the journalism of our time – conspiracy theories and fake news. Eco’s 7th and last novel. It’s not ask mind provoking as his other classics but nice and short-ish.
We live in the world where nothing can be trusted to be real, and real can be fabricated. A warning to the Italian society today.
It’d have been more fun if I knew more about the modern Italian history around Mussolini time.
(Wild Soul)
Ryosuke Kakine, 2006
ワイルド•ソウル
垣根涼介 2006
1040 pages (512 + 528)
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✔ Novel about Japanese immigrants in Brazil
✔ Struggle and poverty of people dumped by the government
✔ Revenge
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★★★★★ After WW2, 40,000 Japanese people crossed the ocean to Brazil to start better lives promised by Japanese government. Instead, they lived and died at the bottom of the society and jungle. Let the revenge begin.
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1000+ pages in Japanese, but it's nonstop explosion of excitement that you can't put the book down.
After the second world war, Japanese government encouraged people in villages to move to Brazil, assuring them they would have land and work guaranteed.
Instead the 40,000 people were left in the amazon forest to survive alone.
Those who did survive and escape, lived at the bottom of various south American towns and cities.
That's the first book, then, we move on to the second book where they start their revenge.
Today's Japan, you meet 3 wild men, their faces look like Japanese but their eyes are dangerously bright; they have one mission, one target, the Japanese government.
You spent one chunk of a book following their horrible lives so you are 100% on the side of these men, and you've also learned that this really was how many of those Japanese lived in Brazil.
The book also reminds you how small we are in the huge endless nature of the amazon, one person is nothing. The nature would easily swallow you.
Yet, we still live, we still regret the actions we did in the past, we still love.
It's an epic and 1000 pages full of drama, action and love. A must read (if it becomes available in English!)
✔ Colonialism in Africa and world war ✔ Love story and friendship ✔ Nobel prize winner
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★★★★★ A beautiful story in a cruel and violent environment; war and colonisation. They must cling to little happiness or sadness that are their own. By a Nobel prize winner.
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A beautiful story told in a cruel and violent environment; war and colonisation.
It's a reminder that people's loves get messed up by the external horrible business of war, like African lives affected by wars that are happening in Europe, "nothing to do with us" But importantly, their lives can continue they can have little happiness or sadness that are their own, they must cling to them. And a little magical and personal relationships with the coloniser and colonised makes the story hopeful, despite the violence that's surrounding them.
BY THE WINNER OF THE 2021 NOBEL PRIZE IN LITERATURE
✔ Modern classic ✔ Life in multicultural London ✔ Family and friendship
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★★★★★ Love letter to London that’s disappearing. We all have different opinions, skin colour, age, roots, culture, education, faith, or lack of any or all of it, but we try to survive this thing called life as a community.
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The most talked about book ever since I arrived in London, for over 2 decades now. And only now reading it. Somehow I thought it be more, coarse or rough, but it was surprisingly heart warming and this really is the London I loved, the mess and how Londoners coped.
But I lived mostly in Islington, more clearly a Turkish area, but it is what you’d seen even in 2003 when I arrived, then slowly disappeared, or put under the carpet.
We all have different opinions, skin colour, age, roots, culture, education, faith, or lack of any or all of it, and it’s ok you are not the same, or not in agreement, but we try to survive this thing called life as a community. The struggle to survive as a community, as a component of something big and messy, it’s the fun, it’s worth it.
The spy who came in from the cold John Le Carré, 1963 464 pages Read in 2024.7 check price on amazon.com
✔ Classic spy novel ✔ Cold War ✔ Coldness, exciting
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★★★★☆ It’s stone cold and stylish and stylised, but has the human struggle of the protagonist. And of course clever.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 So this is the famous spy book. And I admit I have almost zero interest in this genre it didn’t draw me into it as much as it should or could but it was a good story that you van easily imagine it being made into films.
It’s stone cold and stylish and stylised, but has the human struggle of the protagonist. And of course clever.
✔ From Japan's popular female author
✔ 31 men and 1 women left on an island
✔ Challenging and female desires
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★★★★☆ 31 men and 1 woman on a remote island. She makes sure to take advantage of being the only woman, but it's not that simple, she gets old and fat, and gets greedy, too.
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31 men and 1 woman on a remote island.
She makes sure to take advantage of being the only woman, but it's not that simple, she gets old and fat, and gets greedy, too.
As time goes on, 5 years, 6 years, they slowly start to fall apart and form their own communities.
I only recently read Robinson Crusoe, and I'm not sure if he'd prefer years alone, or with these people.
Men are not to be depended on, but she's so used to be treated like a queen by now, what should she do now that she's getting old and fat?
It's not a beautiful story, it's the real woman with real problems, even if she's on an island with dozens of men alone.
✔ American classic ✔ Various points of view of the same incidents ✔ Life of Southern US at the turn of the century
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★★★★★ A difficult read, difficult to understand what's actually happening, but once you get a hang of it, and with a bit of research it's gripping. Must read this again, now that I know the plot.
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A difficult read. The first chapter is written from the perspective of a disabled man, who is the fourth child of the family and it's not chronological, things come up as they come up in his mind, jumping around the time and repeating the same things, repeating his love for his sister. Then it goes to the first son's perspective, then the second son's, then ends with no first-person narrator and concludes how the family has collapses.
Throughout the book things go back and forth and there is little explanation of what's actually happening or who's speaking, as if you are reading from the character's mind so you're supposed to follow with no description of events.
Though it's difficult, and I needed a synopsis from Wikipedia, it is gripping once you get a hang of it. Unique, for sure, and it's a sad story of a proud but dysfunctional family. Must read this again, now that I know the plot.
An Artist of the Floating World Kazuo Ishiguro, 1986 UK 206 pages Read in 2024.7 check price on amazon.com
✔ Early Ishiguro ✔ Japanese sentiment after the war ✔ An old man’s struggle to face the change of the society
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★★★★★ Remembering the past, remembering the regrets and hoping for a bright content future. Classic Ishiguro here, perfectly capturing the Japanese sentiment. Elegant.
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Remembering the past, remembering the regrets and hoping for a bright content future. Classic Ishiguro here, with an old man as the protagonist, perfectly capturing the Japanese sentiment.
He revisits and reviews his life as he gets old, old enough to have others around him die, and slowly sees his mistakes of being too nationalistic, though that was the norm, and for his daughter’s sake he acknowledges the mistakes.
Slow and elegant and all you expect from Ishiguro.
✔ Classic horror and monster novel ✔ Female empowerment
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★★★★★ Who doesn’t know Dracula? But so the threat is in the town and awakens intelligence and sexuality in women, and men go out to destroy. Definitely playing with female sexuality and empowerment.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 The classic of the classics, who doesn’t know Dracula?
The entire novel is written as if it were collection of diaries, notes and letters. In a way surprisingly to me that it was full of pure adventures, good guys chasing the bad guy to save woman. But it is the woman who became the victim because of the men’s heroism and she saves their asses. Also if you read between the lines, it’s sexual, or bisexual even. Dracula likes the blood of young beautiful women, but he also imprisoned Jonathan and attempted to attack him also.
So, the threat is in the town and it brings about the awakening of women to their intelligence and sexuality, so the 4 men go out to hunt. That’s one way to look at it but certainly it’s playing a lot with the idea if female sexuality and empowerment.
一次元の挿し木
松下龍之介 2025
(Labyrinth of Hortensia and Minotaur)
Ryunosuke Matsushita
256 pages
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✔ Currently not available in English
✔ SF mystery
✔ Gripping
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★★★★★ What's so fab about it is that you know it's impossible, but it's so good that it doesn't matter. Exciting and entertaining, definitely the most loved mystery of 2025 in Japan.
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The author is in his mid-20s and it was only his debut novel.
It's so entertaining that all bibliophiles have read it in Japan.
The DNA of an ancient bones found in India matches the DNA of his missing sister.
And there are evil organisations and scientific secrets that are bigger than life; so you know it's impossible, there is no reality to it, but, but! you let that go because the story is so good.
Who cares if it's the story is unlikely, but not even SF, if it's entertaining, people will read and get addicted to it.
The protagonist is a beautiful lone young man who never smiles, his younger sister is a quiet pretty girl, there are also a bored housewife and poor students and Greek mythology, Frankenstein's monster, then the sound of mysterious liquid splashing - all the good ingredients are there.
We're all waiting for his future books now.
(And I'm sure it will soon be available in English)
Criminal Islington
The Story of Crime and Punishment in a Victorian Suburb
Islington Archeology & History Society, 1989
90 pages
Read in 2024.7
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✔ Local history
✔ Victorian London just off The City
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★★★★☆ Record of crimes, policing and prisons in Islington, my home in London. This is when British Empire was at its peak, yet, citizens of London lived in poverty. Hypocrisy.
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Collection of essays related to criminals, policing and prisons. Being so closed to the City, Islington, especially Clerkenwell had a pretty bad history. It’s interesting that there was no “police” outside of the City, and at the same time people realised that the petty crimes are born out of poverty so the policing and the housing improved the situation.
Crazy to think that the alleys in London were so poor yet they had the Empire.
In any case, interesting to know the area I know so well has such an interesting (but not very proud) history.
An Early Start for Your Child with Autism: Using Everyday Activities to Help Kids Connect, Communicate, and Learn Sally J Rogers, etc, 2012 342 pages Read in 2024.7 check price on amazon.com
✔ For parents of autistic small kids ✔ Introduction to how to live everyday life ✔ Helps with overall understanding
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★★★★☆ For children aged 2-3 years and just been diagnosed. The interesting thing was to learn the rationale behind the step to take though.
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Clearly it was too late to read this, this is for children aged 2-3 years and just been diagnosed. We’ve already done or already doing all the steps…
The interesting thing was to learn the rationale behind the step to take, good to read it properly rather than just guessing, however correct it was.
The later chapters were more appropriate like speech, but the whole book is really for the newly diagnosed, so if that’s your family’s case, then a great book.
🔽 log 🔽 Autismo. Cosa fare (e non) Guida rapida per insegnanti. Scuola primaria Marco Pontis, 2021 150 pages Read in 2024.8 Check price on amazon.com
✔ Italian language only ✔ Guidebook for teachers who have autistic kids ✔ Practical advices
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★★★★☆ Written for assistant teachers at school, so not home or therapist, but useful even for parents.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 For Italian teachers. Written for assistant teachers at school, so not home or therapist, but useful even for parents.
Nothing new specifically to note (it doesn't go deep, and assumes it's for a classroom) but good to read in Italian and normally what they suggest is consistent in various books.
✔ History of humans
✔ Focuses on the struggles and greed
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★★★★☆ It is scary to think just how we continue to demand to be strong, stepping on all the other animal and the ecosystem that surrounds us - and, on other fellow human beings.
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One of the most talked about books in the last decade.
As I was warned, it is interesting, clever, provoking but above all scary.
It is scary to think just how we evolved to be the most powerful being on the planet, and how we continue to demand to be strong, stepping on all the other animal and the ecosystem that surrounds us - and, on other fellow human beings.
If you stop and think, it's crazy how we're destroying our world by selfish.
As he says, the earth is a big shopping centre.
We love to consume and want more - but what exactly do we want?
What is the happiness that we want?
And in future, when we evolve to something new, what new things will we want?
Another scary part is, he doesn't seem to criticise this aspect of our greed and seem to just speak about it, which might be alarming.
So though interesting, I don't like it, and I kept it with 4 stars only.
✔ A new wave of Japanese female author ✔ Challenging the expectations of patriarchy ✔ Women and their bodies
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★★★★★ Women looking at each other, women being looked at by each other. This is everyday stuff, a mundane, but why does it have to be a taboo to talk about women's normality? Sharp and warm.
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There's no other stories like this.
3 women, 3 days. What does it mean to be a woman? It goes on about sexual "tools" and about reproduction "tools" and menstruations that just happen in between Women looking at each other, women being looked at by each other. This is everyday stuff, boring, a mundane, but why does it have to be a taboo to talk about women's normality? In the original Japanese it's written in a way that's not easy to read mixed with Osaka dialects, there was nothing like this before Kawakami, a story that talks about the truth in everyday life. Her theme and storytelling is sharp, but her writing is warm.
Today her books can be found in English and many other languages, but naturally I wait to get them in Japanese!
✔ Song offerings to god ✔ First Asian Nobel prize winner ✔ Warm and spiritual
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★★★★☆ “Song offerings” to god by Indian poet Tagore. It opens your mind and heart to another layer of the world, away from the everyday rush life.
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The famous Gitanjali.
It’s a poem so inevitably it loses the beauty when it’s translated. I also looked a bit at the Japanese translation but it was better than the English version.
“Song offerings” to god, so I’m unfortunately not familiar with the sentiment as I don’t know much, but it is nice and beautiful to read. It opens your mind and heart to another layer of the world, away from the everyday rush life.
First Asian to receive a Nobel Prize. He had a warm relationship with Japan and Japanese artists, but he was very critical of the Japanese nationalism in the 1920s and eventually stopped visiting Japan.
✔ Novel based on the life of the author
✔ Struggle as a white Indian
✔ Friendship and coming of age
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★★★★★ His adolescence, friendship and first love, like any stories of this kind, but the sense of not belonging was too real and obvious, he really did not belong. A bittersweet love for his home, India.
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First long novel I read of Ruskin Bond, and his first novel when he was still a teenager.
It talks of his own youth, of being a white English boy raised in India and not belonging anywhere.
His adolescence, friendship and first love, like any stories of this kind, but the sense of not belonging was too real and obvious, he really did not belong.
Bittersweet, under the Indian sun the boy is undeniably in love with India, his home.
✔ Nuns in the Himalaya
✔ Controversial novel about nuns
✔ Tension within the convent and with the locals
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★★★★★ Nuns with good intentions in the isolated hills out of Darjeeling, which used to be a harem. If that doesn't promise the hysteria and darkness. As expected they slowly went mad.
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Nuns with good intentions in the isolated hills out of Darjeeling, which used to be a harem.
If that doesn't promise the hysteria and darkness, I don't know what does.
As expected they slowly went mad.
It's in a way stereotypical, how can they dare to go out to someone else's back garden to preach, when the locals have been living perfectly fine.
How could the women, with different tempers expect to live peacefully, when they're not welcome.
It's the dark side of living in Darjeeling hills, as the young General said, people go mad when they stay too close to the mountain Kanchenjunga, God.
Sexual tensions, the struggle between white supremacy and Christian philanthropy, the end of British Empire.
And it did make it into a rather successful film and series.
In the final days of the Imperial rule, some British also thought it was good and made a film out of it, too. I must watch it.
✔ Less known work from Tanizaki ✔ A cheerful house with maids and their bond ✔ Funny and heart warming
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★★★★★ Maids in Japan this period were not just housekeepers, they were a part of the family. And it’s Tanizaki, all his women are unique and loveable, and all a bit crazy.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 In the house with an old man, many maids come and go. Back then, maids were not just housekeepers, the young girls come out from countryside, and their employers treat them like nieces, taking care of their affairs.
And remember it’s Tanizaki, it means all the women in the book are unique, loveable and a bit crazy. The house is always noisy with the maids chatting away and running around, exactly as the old man likes. Yes he likes the girls and looking at their feet, but he also lets go of their little madness, or their love affairs, even love affairs among the girls. It’s an old custom or value that’s disappeared.
It might not be one of his more famous books, but it’s fun, it’s sensual, it’s subtly sensational, definitely a lovely read.
✔ A controversial novel that came out at interesting timing ✔ Islam in France ✔ Provocative prediction of Europe
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★★★★☆ A controversial novel where the government and leaders in France become more and more Islam, to cling to their careers. It’s not so impossible. Today Europe is tired of the emptiness that they want to bow to something big. Fascism or Islam?
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A controversial novel where the government and leaders in France become more and more Islam, to cling to their careers. It’s not so impossible.
Today Europe is tired. Now moving away from Christianity and Individualism, freedom, and social justice, what they want is a big religion, a bigger than life idea to bow to, where you can ignore women’s right and live only thinking about themselves. Even if that means they submit to Islam. After all which is better, certainly not Fascism. Very provocative, but not so impossible.
I must add that it makes you sick while reading this that it simplifies a religion that is complex and has deep history, whether you are a Muslim or not. And it’s totally understandable that it made Muslim people angry, it’s provocative yes, but a bit sick.
The Anarchy The relentless rise of East India Company William Dalrymple, 2019 576 pages Read in 2024.08 check price on amazon.com
✔ History of East India Company ✔ Its invasion of India beyond business ✔ Insightful and detailed
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★★★★★+♥ Why was the East India Company so successful? Well, because they were disrespectful, aggressive, opportunist, deceitful and selfish gang of thugs. The book is such a cultural heritage not only because it’s insightful but also passionate and humane.
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A great book, definitely the top, the best. It's the topic I've always been interested in; how in the world could small England colonise India, a great power?
So is it like, Mughal Empire was a lion, and EIC a hyena? A handful of gang, a mob, disrespectful, aggressive, opportunist, deceitful and selfish, who only thought of making quick money, took the gamble for their own profit. They were hardly truthful to their employer, government or Crown either. But East India Company was too big to fall, Britain was too dependent on the wealth India brought, so they nationalised it, and took over what EIC had, ie the power over the subcontinent, the start of the British India.
History is definitely more interesting and exciting than fiction here, the facts are fascinating but then you have Mr Dalrymple writing about it with his compassion, passion and humane sensibility, it becomes such a force, it's so powerful, and utterly important.
This careful yet brave book focuses on the fall of Mughal Empire and how EIC took all the opportunities with aggression and lies, because that is what it was, and it's hardly to do with the ability of EIC as merchants. It contains endless anecdotes and references taken from the writing of the time that had been buried in the cluster of materials in India, so they are the facts that we were never aware of. And facts are scary, truth hurts, historical facts almost always hurt Britain. No wonder, sadly, some people don't like Dalrymple's books, history hurts them.
One particularly interesting character that I didn't know about was Warren Hastings who loved and cared about India, unusual for EIC employee but had nasty enemies.
Again a great book, I'd even go as far as saying an important cultural treasure, and an instant classic.
✔ Collection of short stories ✔ Nepali living in different places in the world ✔ Disaspora
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★★★★☆ Nepal and Diaspora, sense of not belonging where they live. Far from home people's tradition and customs are distant memories while the feelings for home gets stronger.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 A collection of short stories of people who have different ties to Nepal.
It's about lives of people living in diaspora, sense of not belonging where they live. To begin with, Nepalese people in Darjeeling area have a different sense of home, and not necessarily uniformed. And how about Nepalese in Bhutan who got kicked out to Nepal? Or Muslim from Bihar in Kalimpong? A guy from Darjeeling in New York who's never been to Nepal?
The stories are subtly harsh and sad but not exaggeratingly dramatic, just like real lives of real people, they carry their own inevitable drama and the longing, between tradition and practice and sense of home. Nice short stories.
✔ Autobiography by a popular chef ✔ His life and relationship with food and cooking ✔ Funny and heart warming
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★★★★★ It's a biography but not about him, it's about the love of food, love of cooking, of his colleagues and kitchen. It's really how he was, foul mouth, brutally honest, caring guy. A classic.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 Yes, no wonder this is considered a classic.
It's a biography but it's not about him, it's about the love of food, love of cooking, of his colleagues and kitchen, and as he says, it's universal.
Kitchen is a heated place, I have worked briefly at a small restaurant so I had a tiny preview of the kitchen life. It's a difficult job and it's all about working as a team, not a team, a military. What your chef says is absolute, you only say "yes chef".
Bourdain was such a loved character from TV shows, and it's nice to read that it's really how he was, foul mouth, brutally honest, caring guy.
Funny he mentions Orwell's Down and Out in Paris and London, that I recently ready. And this books is only second to that classic.
✔ A masterpiece from Kafka ✔ Philosophy and absurdity ✔ Struggles and humiliation
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★★★★☆ Absurdity, humiliation, resistance, Kafka's world. We get little explanation throughout. Death is unceremonial, his death is nothing but a humiliation.
I only read Metamorphosis when I was a student, but I do remember it's the same absurdity. Out of blue he's arrested, out of blue he's turned into an insect. He suffers from the humiliation and irrational world around him.
The protagonist is a serious man, he struggles to accept illogical thinking, but we don't get to know where the court would be, or even why he was arrested, we get little explanation throughout. Death is un-ceremonial, his death is nothing but a humiliation.
The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida Shehan Karunatilaka, 2022 368 pages Read in 2024.09 check price on amazon.com
✔ Magical realism ✔ Society and struggles in Sri Lanka ✔ Life after death and the world of ghosts and monsters
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★★★★★ Provocative and rock and roll. It’s a fantasy, a magical realism that really tells the reality of Sri Lanka, through the eyes of this dead unreliable photographer/lover/gambler. It’s a loud music in a book.
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The book I’ve been looking forward to read, though I tried not to know the plot in advance. So if you don’t want to know anything else, just know that you will love it, and don’t read further, even if you do, it’ll be beyond your imagination anyway though.
So, first you are dead, and you need to find out why and who did it. There are ghosts and monsters, it’s a mystery, in modern Sri Lanka, in a messy war – you can have these key words and still it’s way over what you might expect.
It’s difficult to get into the story without some knowledge of Sri Lanka but it slowly takes you to its world.
It addresses the protagonist as “you” so it feels like you’re discovering it all with him. Him being a lousy war photographer, gambler and a unfaithful lover who’s gay; he is an anti-hero who is rather hateful, but, somehow becomes not so hateful after you spend 7 moons with him.
It’s provocative, anything can happen here. It’s a fantasy as much as it’s the reality in Sri Lanka. Non stop greatness that you can’t pigeon hole it, a reading experience that’s similar to being in a room with loud rock music, or whatever your favourite music is.
The History of Mr. Polly H. G. Wells, 1910 Herbert George Wells 318 pages Read in 2024.10 check price on amazon.com
✔ Novel about midlife crisis ✔ Written by Wells, the father of SF ✔ Awkward comedy that’s encouraging
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★★★★☆ Midlife crisis. Mr. Polly was tired, he wanted to change his life but too tired to try any more so he decided to end it all… that’s when his good life really started.
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It was mentioned in the mid life crisis book (my review here), and yes it is exactly about that.
You have a boring life, you don't make decisions but things just get decided and time passes and one day, you want to end it all. You want to "change it" but you are so tired that you just want to end it - but THAT is when the life starts again.
The first half of this book is boring to read because his life was boring, but weirdly when he tries to end it the words in the book also gets more exciting and enjoyable, just as he enjoys the view of the countryside - then comes the tranquility of life, satisfaction, of letting it all go.
It was worth reading the boring bits because that is life, it's unpredictable.
Also worth knowing that the author is actually a popular SF writer.
Blood wedding Federico García Lorca, 1932 Bodas de sangre Spain 80 pages Read in 2024.09 check price on amazon.com
✔ Tragedy written for theatres ✔ Mediterranean life and society ✔ Honour and revenge
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★★★★☆ A very Mediterranean story. Struggle of lovers and mothers, and the men who live and die for honour and revenge. One day hopefully on a stage.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 It’s a lot shorter than I thought, it’s a play that’s considered the classic and has powerful emotions. It’s the wild emotions of the lovers and mother, it’s the cry of those who lost loved ones in the Mediterranean countryside where honour and revenge are the purpose of living, and worth dying for.
It’s most definitely to be enjoyed as a theatre piece so reading it might not be the best experience of it and of course translation might lose its true colour, but being so short it felt like I needed more for me to go deeper into it. So yes on a stage one day.
Shattered Lands
Five Partitions and the Making of Modern Asia
Sam Dalrymple, 2025
UK
528 pages
Read in 2025.09
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✔ History of Asia and British empire
✔ Partitions around Indian empire
✔ Colonisation, independence and new tragedies
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★★★★★ 5 Partitions, not just one. From Yemen to Myanmar, The British India was one entity where cosmopolitan people had lived in a sort of harmony. An important history that was until now "forgotten", and an important book.
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A great book on the topic that is shamefully unknown to a lot of us, even though it's not so long time ago and even though it totally shaped Asia today.
All the problems in Asia that we see on the news today are not simply because the local people are "naturally" violent, of course not, there is always a cause.
And the cause is, this. The British Empire had ruled and gained much from the British India and local Princely States (so very wide, from modern day Yemen to Burma, to Qatar. Qatar! And British Empire had 25% of the world population back then) until one day they couldn't financially support it so they dropped the ball, without thinking of the very probable consequences, namely, the shattered lands and shattered people.
The book carefully follows 5 Partitions, rather than only the more widely known THE Partition between today's India and Pakistan.
Myanmar, Arabian peninsula, India-Pakistan, Princely States, and Bangladesh.
People like me who knew so little would be surprised at how everything fell apart quickly, and be utterly shocked how millions of people crossed newly drawn borders each time. And every one experienced some horror; the violence, looting, rape, and many killing.
The consequences of the relocation, the migration, and of course of refugees like Rohingya people still remains as huge problems.
Stereotypically, British officers’ works were full of lies and betrayals, their selfishness with their strong interesting in keeping their hands clean. As a predicable result, people who lived in cosmopolitan societies, were suddenly put in various corners of Shattered Lands, and they turned against their neighbours because they now became their enemies.
What got me thinking most throughout my reading was how pre Partitions era things were more secular, and as the lands got divided it firmly became a matter of religions and ethnicity, it was all about nationalism, of the new nations that were born out of the shattered lands – again and again in the each phase of the Partitions. Not that the colonisation era was good, but you cannot stop wondering, if we now want to end the fighting in Asia would we have to eliminate the notions of religion and ethnicity? Letting go of the sense of community or tradition? The peace of mind it provides? Is it really a dangerous thing to have a tradition?
I heard somewhere that people who experienced the Partitions, probably just like our grandfathers in Japan who were sent to the war, have preferred to keep quiet. They chose to take the horror, errors and shame to their graves, and their children also kind of hesitated to insist. However, now that it’s their grandchildren’s generation, things are now becoming uncovered and dusted off because they are finally opening their mouths to tell us. And this might be one of the reasons why this book is written now at this moment in time, by this brilliant author who is in his 20s, and this is one of the reason this book will remain in the history to come.
The book has great details with wonderful storytelling skills, and most notably it has the marvelous sense of humanity, just like his father, Sam Dalrymple is such a humane human full of compassion and passion, with giggles – but he is already on his own feet, and how exciting is it that two Dalrymples are on the chart? Very.
✔ Russian classic tragedy
✔ Life of a simple officer
✔ Russian bureaucracy and frustration
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★★★★☆ Life is not fair. A tragedy but also a sad comedy. Russian literature is bottomless. A man saves money for ages and buys a new coat, and it gets stolen. Regardless of time and society we live in, we share the anger and desperation.
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Short stories of the famous Gogol.
You do see a lot of Dostoyevsky in his stories, that the life is unfair, and stories are tragedies yet sadly comical.
Written in this period in Russia, the stories are critical of the bureaucracy and of higher ranked officials.
A regular official saves up to get an overcoat and gets robbed, it's simple as that, and though it's keeping it subtle it is fully miserable, and universal, we totally understand how the protagonist is feeling at every stage of the story.
The story is ridiculous yet believable, and again universal.
Russian literature is bottomless.
✔ Essay on Japanese way of life ✔ The term "ikigai" became known in English ✔ By a neuroscientist
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★★★★☆ A book about how to live a life with "ikigai" which is a Japanese notion of "little happiness". Written by Japan's favourite neuroscientist, it's both logical and entertaining.
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A book about how to live a life with "ikigai" which is a Japanese notion of "little happiness" in a very broad sense.
It was originally published for UK readers, so it's a lot about introducing Japanese culture and traditions while showing how the notion of "ikigai" is born and appreciated there.
It'd help non-Japanese to solve mystery of the mindsets of Japanese people. Ridiculously detailed work by craftsmen and (apparently) uniformed lifestyle of salarymen - behind all that there is the "ikigai" to keep them going.
After reading this people would definitely like Japan more. It is in a way a PR for Japan, but because it is written by Japan's favourite neuroscientist, it's both logical and entertaining.
p.s. I love how US title is different from the UK title, American version focuses more on purposes, while British more on "little" happiness.
Grave of the Fireflies
Akiyuki Nozaka, 1968
アメリカひじき
火垂るの墓
野坂明之
Japan
Read in 2024.10
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✔ Made into a Ghibli movie
✔ Effect of the war on children
✔ Collection of short stories
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★★★★★ I still cannot watch the Ghibli film. Guilt disappears, but your hunger doesn't. You can visualise the horrible views the kids are seeing, and smell the death. They cannot live without help and death is too familiar.
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The Ghibli film is too well known, but I still cannot watch it and even less now that I have kids of my own.
Poverty, but extreme poverty where the war took everything and there's no other way than eventually die.
There are no beautiful things like family or childhood, it's about how to survive that day, and if possible saving the little sister also.
The book also contains other short stories, about kids who did survive - but it doesn't mean they are not struggling.
A vivid complex about the victorious Americans, or the guilt they carry because you are the only survivor among the siblings, or their will to do anything to live in the post war period.
Guilt disappears, but your hunger doesn't.
What would you do to survive the day, or what can you do if you are only a child?
The most unexpected thing about the book is the description of sex and female body. America Hijiki talks about sex shows, yes that's an obvious one, but in one of the stories it talks about menstruation that starts even if your whole body is burned and wrapped, or they talk about removing ovary, or about pregnancy and raising children in general during the war.
All the things that's absolutely normal, especially if you are a woman, but never talked about in the history, which is more often written by men.
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●●● Amazon.com (US) ●●● Grave of the Fireflies Steelbook (bluray) I couldn't find English book link so adding a link to the Ghibli film
In Praise of Shadows, 1933
Junichiro Tanizaki
Jun'ichirō Tanizaki
陰翳礼讃
谷崎潤一郎
288 pages
Read in 2024.11
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✔ Essay from Japanese master Tanizaki
✔ Japanese aesthetics
✔ Eastern aesthetics against the Western convenience
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★★★★★ Obsessively white tiles cannot give the warm beauty that old wood could. Japanese sentiments find beauty in shadows and in old. Masterpiece essay from Tanizaki, I mean he even writes beautifully about toilet.
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A masterpiece essay from Tanizaki to praise the shadow, darkness and old.
He's not just saying how darkness is good; he talks about the sentiment Japanese people have to feel that the cleanliness of white tiles cannot give the beauty that the old brown wooden board could give.
Japanese are used to living in the dark rooms and they don't force the room to be brighter but they find beauty in the darkness.
Women's clear skin is beautiful because the room is dark, and the custom of ohaguro (women paint their teeth black) also emphasises the pale skin.
Same for some Japanese traditional art, like kabuki, the costumes are so bright, because back then the stage was darker.
Now, almost 100 years on, I'm not sure the Japanese living today still have the same feeling towards darkness.
But it's not completely gone, so hopefully this very Japanese sentiments stay with us.
The book is a collection of his essays, so it talks about various things like traveling and how he hates guests, or about toilets.
It's fun reading the grumpy Tanizaki whining about how he hates having guests, the book overall is not too serious.
When he goes on and on about toilet, in his wonderful way of writing, you just have to smile - ah granddad!
✔ Popular film with Audrey Hepburn ✔ Capote's masterpiece ✔ A young woman in New York
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★★★★☆ Everyone has seen the film, or at least recognise when they see a picture or scene. The free spirited Holly is fragile, she's only 20. Everyone loves her but does anyone care about her?
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Everyone has seen the film, or at least recognise when they see a picture or scene.
But I didn't remember it being so dark towards the end? Probably it isn't in the film. As many reviews say "you will fall in love with the book", and yes you do. The free spirited Holly is actually fragile, especially in the book, she's 20. She makes mistakes, yes, but she moves on, quickly.
Everyone loves her but nobody really cares about her. The iconic romantic story.
There are 3 more short stories and they kind of share the same feeling of bitter romance.
Absent in the Spring Agatha Christie, 1944 Mary Westmacott UK Read in 2020.04 check price on amazon.com
✔ Written as Mary Westmacott ✔ Female struggle as a mother ✔ Travel journal from Baghdad
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★★★★☆ It's the struggle we all go through, especially if you are a mother, imagining that you are a victim. I sacrifice my life for the family, I prepare everything for you so you don't have to make a mistake.
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Agatha Christie writing as Mary Westmacott. I didn't really know about this when I read it, though it's not a crime story, the brilliance of her writing is there.
On her way back from Baghdad, she thinks back about her family. It's the struggle we all go through, especially if you are a mother, imagining that you are a victim. I sacrifice my life for the family, I prepare everything for you so you don't have to make a mistake. Her husband is kind so he lets her do her way, that is, do what she thinks he wants, which is, what he really wants. But that, is her happiness.
Black skin white masks Frantz Fanon, 1952 Peau noire, masques blancs 224 pages Read in 2020.05 check price on amazon.com
✔ Thoughts on racism from a psychiatrist ✔ French colonisation and Martinique ✔ Political philosophy
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★★★★★ What does it mean to have black skin and live as if you were a white? Or better, live wanting to be white, eternally? Today the racism is regarded with contempt. But are we free?
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The classic on postcolonial psychology. What does it mean to have black skin and live as if you were a white? Or better, live wanting to be white, eternally?
Fanon is a psychiatrist, he deals with unconscious, that is, a suppressed desire, that is, sexual desire /fear. A black person becomes black only when he encounters the white world and the white world equals the colonisation. The black will always have to live in denial or at best reactionary. And the white will always have to live in fear of the image they collectively created - primitive black, who is always more sexually potent. Because any phobia is actually an anxious fear, he suggests that a racist person has, deep inside, a desire to be invaded.
Another interesting point was that he talks of French only, for the slaves did not win their freedom through struggles with their blood, it was given by the kind white masters.
To a certain extent it can be said to people of other ethnicity, that as long as we live in the West we are conscious of the colour of skin, and the white remains the absolute superiority. But, Japan was not colonised by the white. The colour of our skin doesn't immediately remind them of sin.
The colour black constantly appears in the white culture as evil, and it's thus collectively imagined as evil.
He concludes saying that he would refuse to be colonised by the colonisation, and the black must be free from the inferior complex and the white from the superior complex, it must be both ways.
It was written over 70 years ago. Today the inter-racial communications and relationships have become normal, and the racism is regarded with contempt. But are we free? Fanon was fully aware, that his intellectual discoveries will not make the life of 8 year old boy in cane field any easier. For there are issues in different levels, those of middle class living in the West, and those who are facing the very survival.
It's complex, we might not find a way to truly free ourselves. But we should not look down, keep questioning, and reading this book is a path.
✔ Stream of consciousness ✔ Female struggle ✔ English literature classic
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★★★★★ In the room nothing seems to be happening, but in their heads their worlds are turning. Things that happen in the day seem like unrelated but they are within their consciousness. Story about her mind ready to explode.
🔽 Book review and notes 🔽 My first ever Virginia Woolf.
As expected it was a hard read, in terms of the timeline it happens all in a day, but in the meantime the main characters think and remember a lot - ”Stream of Consciousness”.
It's very internal, this is continuous flow of what they are really thinking while the time passes, and what they think is a lot more than what it appears in the very English society.
Nothing really happens in the day, but a lot happens in their heads, a big storm.
(warning; revealing a bit of the plot, but I assume it's well known after 100 years) Clarissa is on the verge of falling apart, she's physically unwell but holds it together, very well aware of potential mistake of letting go the man she truly loved but also her duty as a wife. and Septimus, who had little to do with the party until his name is mentioned, had been at the verge and he eventually crosses the line.
By showing his death and his tension that was accumulated to the point of death, the book shows the nervous environment, or the consciousness of Clarissa, of what seems to be a boring, pretentious evening. Definitely must read more of her books.
Power, Politics and Culture
Interviews with Edward W. Said, 2001
US
512 pages
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✔ Collection of interviews
✔ Palestinian professor in the US
✔ Problems in Palestine
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★★★★★ A Palestinian academic in the US, prof. Said. Many admire and are inspired by his passionate humanism. The second half is about political conversations. Two state solution. Geography rather than history or myth. So we should and can coexist.
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Collection of interviews with 2 sections, first focuses on arts and culture, about literature, music or arts, then the second is more political.
I must be honest, the first part was difficult as I have little knowledge in the field, but the second part is something very, very real to us, who doesn't see what's going on in Gaza?
"They can't possibly eliminate us all" - what he and many thought impossible is happening today.
Genocide of Palestinians was out of question for anyone with common sense, yet, it's happening.
He calls himself an incurable optimist.
Some consider him an enemy or a terrorist.
Many admire and are inspired by his passionate humanism.
He was not an advocate for Islam, and was not rejecting the right of Jews.
What is clear and consistent is that he was interested in coexistence of contradictories, he detested the idea of "pure" he dismissed the myth and focused on the lives of people now.
Geography rather than history or myth. Two state solution.
He knows that people are more complicated than we seem, exactly as he argues in Orientalism where the Other is depicted in a simplified way, that is simply not true.
No, we are human, we live, we are complicated, and we must try.
The curse of the powerful U.S. is that it hates to admit the mistakes and misunderstanding of the past.
Rather than admitting their error they keep on depicting Arab as terrorist, probably as long as they physically can, because, as we all know, it brings a lot of money to a few in the US.
It's been more than 20 years since his death, since we lost the lighthouse of compassion and common sense.
He said, "Israel can't keep on kicking us, they have to admit we exist, not like they can kill off all Palestinians", well, the unimaginable is happening in front of our eyes.
Can't we hear the voices of calm and humane intellectuals any more?
Of common sense?